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Whatever happens.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Hi. Quite sad and yet I showed off my wide smile in sch. I don't understand and it gets more and more complicated. MOM, sorry bout a few minutes ago. My credit was low. I could not even msg my frens. While talking to you, my credit automatically bcums $0.00 Listening to what my mum told me, hearing her voice said this "Mama nk tanyer khabar jer" I felt touch though it's just a sentence. I miss my mom badly as I dun dun really see her for like a month. While talking to mum, my phone sddenly beep. And it shows me that my pp8 left with no credit at all. That was one thing. A few seconds later, a msg i received was also from her. I only let you knw the last sentence that she type it out for me ;
Tak pe cuma mama nk psan adk jaga diri k jgn terlalu percayakan org k. Bye syg, jaga diri k. Ngat pesan mama k.(sorry it's in malay)
After I've read, tears started rolling. I do not knw why and from there, I just realise that I missed my mom. MAMA, hope you understand.
BACK. Now I really do not knw how he feels. It's hard to be honest here. It's like so obvious. But i just want you to know, it shows that you're not even care anymore. IF I DIE, i do not knw how's ur reaction gonna be. Hope ur not gna find my blog. HOPEFULLY! Ya Allah. I sometimes a lil'bit pissed off but sometimes MORE THAN PISSED OFF. I do not knw how you feel this time round. I tried to do the same thing as what you did to me. Carry my bag, angkat kaki blah (malay word) like there's nothing happend. When i wna ask you something, ppl might think such a way. IT'S SO DIFFICULT IN THIS SITUATION. finally, ILOVEYOU. VVM. bye. HOPE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND and i will not want it to bcum worse.
NOTE: it's for smone you do not knw and stay out of ppl's affair. -.-"
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