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Till when?
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Zaaaaaaaaaap! Hey Yoo, sorry for not update my blog since awhile. No time, But no worries, i'm on for MSN and fb, so anything jst nudge:). Oh yah, bout today! The last day of March. I have to say goodbye then. Btw, rsm doin fine. He's cheering up nowadays. Seeing him lookin for his 'SIS'. Haha, playing a fool. I felt happy whenever i look at'em both. Haha. Today, 2E1 and 2n1 students went for NEWater programme. Err dunno wad trip but my class will go on 7'th April. Yeeeaa, wonder what he'll be thinkin. Will he remember? As we both talked about this yesterday night on phone call, he doesn't seems to remember. And i guess i'll understand. Kaes, today we went to KFC and behind the library HALL. Just to look how Aliffi and co. Work out on dance steps. I do dance haha, it's just that I'm afraid to show off. Only my girls can get to see it. HAHA, hey. I'm not that happy liao for today. He makes me down, she makes me down. EVERYBODY MAKES ME DOWN. OBTUSE! These few days, i do not have anyone to turn to. Not even him. I do not knw why! Urrrgh! God help me. Ya ALLAH.. Whenever i need my mom, she's bz. Whenever my mom needs me, I'm bz with sch. Whenever i need my dad, he's too bz with work. Sumtimes, he didn't went back home for like 2 days? Yah. Whenever I need my brother, it turn out to be like this. He went back home from work or sch, he'll felt tired and scolded me if i used his lappy. NO REASON! He himself told me that i can use it. I have the authority to use! But why the hell he scolded me for no reason? He will find excuses tat i mst study or wadever. You see, wat's all this? Who can i turn to? Friends? But, can i trust them?
The girl who talk bad things bout me alot in the past, SHE HAS GONE TOO FAR. I can't barely look at her face. I respect her so much. And now, i hated her since the day when she DISRESPECT ME. I knw she's older than me. The way she commented sumthin on her *profile, makes me felt a lil'bit sad. I wanted to talk more about this but, this is too OBVIOUS. Sad seh. But till when? When u're gonna stop? You think i'm EXCITED or sum kinda happy izit looking at ur comments? I have to let it out. I HAVE TO. I cnnt just keep quiet and BERSABAR jer. I'm not strong enough to face all this. Even my girls told me that it's obvious, u acted tat kinda way in FB. You were SHOWING OFF to me. Yah, k. You win. I'm outta this game and i ain't kinda girl who fight for _ _ _ _ .. It's silly and come on, ur one year older than me den do act like one! Don't act like 7 year old. Puh-leeeeaaaassse. I'm tired. YOU WIN! K? HAPPY? AHH K FINEEEE, i'm tired and no simply no mood anymore. -END-
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