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Monday, May 31, 2010
Yaw. Is not feeling well. Not that sick. But not in the mood ar. Siaaak ah, pls uhh can we just end it in a good way? There's no need for her to like, told everybody in her fb acc about me. HELLO eh, i never told anyone about you in my fb acc ah sia. You knw how to read or not? They came up to me. NOT i'm the one who came up to them and told'em all the shit ah siaa. I never even complain about you. I just put wad i'm supposed to put in my status tat's all. I'm sure i'm strong enough to go thru all this ALONE uhh. NOT I'M COMPLAINING TO THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT YOU. Sorry uhh, lina no time to complain about you. AND STOP SAYING I'VE GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO. Ur the one who has got nothing btter to do! Insult me first aite? You're the one who make the frst move. And i just can't simply forget just like that. We'll meet up and that's our final decision. END IN A GOOD WAY AH k, no time for ur sarcastic talk. Nk saket kan hati org suka hati kau ah eiyh. Make sure kau dpt balasannyer. I would be very happy if i'll see it with my own eyes. Kiter meet, slow talk. But if u make the first move to SLAP, PUSH, KICK and wadever shit, PROMISE THAT I'LL DO THE SAME THING. I dun give a damn that ur bigger than me. *yes you do. UR BIG, so wad do i care? My both hands would be very good to slap a person like u, if u make a move first. IF only ah k. But, i prefer not to end up in that kinda way. Allah is always in my heart. Istighfar bnyk2 linaaaa. Bersabar, redha dngn dugaan yng telah diberi oleh Allah. ~Amin.
Friends were always by my side if i'm having in this kinda problem. Especially Nur'iffah'alaih. My sister , the one that i most be with. Shared my prblems with her. She's the one who's been givin me strength and spport to overcome this kinda situation. She's the one that can understands me. I love her so much that i'm afraid to lose a person, a sister a best friend like her. Second, the one who I've never expected HIM to give me a support. SURPRISINGLY i guess. HAHA, Chan Jiong Rui. He'll msg me and asked me how am i doin, says good morning. Feeling any better and stuff. Good to have him as a fren and SNCO that is willing to give me hope and support. He's words were usefull. Since i faced this kinda situation, he'll gna asked me this type of question. This shows that he cared. Good Good SNCO. Thanks maaan. Thirdly, brother AFIQ. He supprot me, gives me hope as well. He knows that i can't go through this all alone. He'll definitely be by myside if i faced any dificulties. Thanks bro. And the rest, thanks for ur encouragement as in givin me such a good advices. Jiang rong, almous and all. They are the one who gives me advices, support me if i faced any probs. Without them, i'll unable to go thru all this. For as long as ALLAH is with me, i'm sure that i'm strong enough to go through all this. INSYAALLAH.
YOU. Where you? Where are you when the time i need you the most? You don't even bother to ask about me. Seems like , you don't care enough. You know rite that this situation is happening. Even a person who doesn't know anything, they are willing to give me some support. You're the only one who knows alot about this. AND not even a text i receive from you. Not even a call saying "how u doing" and stuff. Where are you ? Hmmm .. *sigh.
I guess , he just don't care. Well nvm guys. Till here, gtg. It's just this much that i can tell. Byee, lots of love.
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